Blahhhhh

" Love aint shxt to play w/ brah "

Imma finally touch base on this subject .. love <3

ive always been down for love & beautiful relationships , but im not a 100% down for it .
Someone asked me , " You dnt want a bf tho ? " . i responded " Nah, not really "
& u probably wonderinq. why? i dnt wanna bf cuz i aint down for that .. lmao . relationships arent really my thinq .. i cant take.. BULLSHXT from nobody. if i did qet in a relationship it wouldnt last . ur probably thinkin " damn , no hope ? " um yea . i mean relationships are amazinq for the ppl who can actually handle it . i qot too much on my plate to try & plz my bf`s & my own needs.. sometimes i dnt like beinq bothered, by nan . & maybe thats a personal problem my dumbass has, lmao . but whoknows . i volunteer & have two summer classes , im not really the " party " type, i jus usually qo to tha mall & drive around . i wouldnt have time for tha dude anyway.. i have horrible trust issues w. dudes ; the men in my family & past relationships has fxcked me all up, actually theres nutn i can do . jus chill . im not lookin for a relationship, i dnt wanna be " put down " when my " man " is ready to show up i`ll consider cakinq :] but really im not on that relationship vibe & i wont be.. anytime soon ♥

"I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing "
Rihanna - Cry

Maryjane :]
bullshxt walks ...

RIP Michael Jackson :)

RIP TO ONE OF THE BEST ENTERTAINERS IN THE WHOLEEEEEEE MUSIC INDUSTRY.

August 1958 - June 2009

Michael Jackson ;

Ah, good things dont last forever . I LOVED Michael Jackon, & im not a wannabe fan like these mf`s out here .

My friend called me & was like.. " Did u knw michael jackson just died kidd ? " & i was like.. HUH ? WHAA ? stop lying ! its probably a lie ! . click, hung up, got to the internet . then l8r.. calls & texts jus kept comin in..

i remember jus downloading " The girl is mine " w/ him & paul mccartney bcus i lost my thriller cd ! lmao. but..

back to tha point, i was blasting that song . me & momma be singing that lil duet . im paul she`s mike.. gosh.

im so heartbroken cuz forreal. i neva thought i would see the day that michael jackson died nah mean ? Mike was AMAZING . his dancing inspired a lot of cats out now, dancing . believe it or not . mike inspired " superman " " ricky bobby " " stanky leg " all that ignorant bullshxt, w/o mike.. music wouldnt be what it is today. he single handed picked out the wack mofos out tha game.. he was a b e a s t . sold out EVERYTHING .

Its crazy, i cried last night cuz one of his songs popped up on my ipod. i lovedd that man ! . gawssh.

Him & the alvin ailey dancers inspired me to dance, not beyonce or neyo or anybody like that..

I know ppl die, & im not gonna mourn. like my homeboy said..

" playing his videos & his music aint gon bring him back to life " & thats so truee.

its timeout for " gweeving " . lmao . and celebrate his legacy. BUT if ur not a mike fan, & when i say that.. i mean

u only knw like two songs.. THRILLER & BILLIE JEAN.. how bout u... stfu :]

pce.

" Why ? Why ? Tell em its just human nature "

ps. & man, when he was brown skin.. he was so attractive ! lmao.

pps. & my song ... butterflies . will be played at my wedding :] no joke.

ppps. & u rock my world , human nature , the whole thriller & bad albums will be played also..

" im jus saying ... "

tiamaria.