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" Love aint shxt to play w/ brah "

Imma finally touch base on this subject .. love <3

ive always been down for love & beautiful relationships , but im not a 100% down for it .
Someone asked me , " You dnt want a bf tho ? " . i responded " Nah, not really "
& u probably wonderinq. why? i dnt wanna bf cuz i aint down for that .. lmao . relationships arent really my thinq .. i cant take.. BULLSHXT from nobody. if i did qet in a relationship it wouldnt last . ur probably thinkin " damn , no hope ? " um yea . i mean relationships are amazinq for the ppl who can actually handle it . i qot too much on my plate to try & plz my bf`s & my own needs.. sometimes i dnt like beinq bothered, by nan . & maybe thats a personal problem my dumbass has, lmao . but whoknows . i volunteer & have two summer classes , im not really the " party " type, i jus usually qo to tha mall & drive around . i wouldnt have time for tha dude anyway.. i have horrible trust issues w. dudes ; the men in my family & past relationships has fxcked me all up, actually theres nutn i can do . jus chill . im not lookin for a relationship, i dnt wanna be " put down " when my " man " is ready to show up i`ll consider cakinq :] but really im not on that relationship vibe & i wont be.. anytime soon ♥

"I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing "
Rihanna - Cry

Maryjane :]
bullshxt walks ...